Hi. Currently in school. Yonghong just came and talk a bit to me and I realised that the critic yesterday weighs 25%. I think, I'm saying hi to 4.1 soon. I wanna do. I have ideas in mind. But everytime I wanna do, I lost the motivation to. And the stress starts coming in, the headache also comes along. It's pain. I eat medicines but they don't work. The headache just come and go as it wish. I feel so helpless. But why forcing myself to do this when I can't even handle? I still have to pass my drawingess.
Yes going to 4.1 have a lot of implications. Different group of people.. will be taking with the year 1s currently. And not able to attend the graduation ceremony along with my coursemates. But p2 is already draining everyone out. I just got drained even earlier. And lost the drive to continue on. This sucks. No one knows how it feels to be helpless. Sigh.
It is already a dread that this isn't what I wanna do. I just wanna get a dip and leave this place but the projects make it so hard for me to. :'( help, anyone?