P2.

Hello! Hasn't been updating dui bu qi ~.~

Friday went school at around 6pm for groupwork.. went off at around 1045.. then went home -_- Saturday went school at 10+ to continue groupwork, then Chenhao, Zhikai, Jerry and Sebas came and find me at my studio at around 4+, wrapped up the groupwork and went to Bedok 85 to makan ba chor mee haha. Then slack there, talk a lot of shit hahaha and we took bus and went to east coast lagoon for supper. First must digest food, so we sit at the shelter cos it was drizzling. And there is this uncle kept talking to us. Say wj lucky to have me as girlfriend HAHAHAHAHA lucky not? :D then went over to the breakwater to chill awhile, and leave for lagoon! La La, chicken wing, rice, stingray, kang kong. Haha feast sia. Nice chilling with the boys really! Hoped wj didn't felt awkward. Hahaha.

Sunday is a.. STAY HOME SUNDAY! Slept until 4+ and was forced to wake up by wj -_____- bitch that don't let other people sleeps. Seriously!!!!!!! Woke up and use com all the way till I sleep. HAHA. Today is the first presentation of p2 and IT SUCK. Damn lousy I swear. It's 4 and I wanna zzz soon bye. Stomach feeling like muscles aching but idk what is it gotta sleep it off zzzzzzzzzz

Quickie~

Hello just a quick update todayyyyy.

Monday met Mich earlier in school to eat lunch and then went up to do my 2dart painting. Talked a lot and I really like it haha. :) Went LT for our first day of P2~ Already feeling the dread NOOOOO it is only the first day -_- still got 2 months reh omg. :( Then after class went to find wj at his lab and nua there until 8+ then leave for dinner opposite school. Wanted to eat the char siew rice that I ate during 3ds max module BUT WHAT THE HELL CLOSE. WHY LEH? :( All the shops like closing c'mon it's only 8+!!!! :( in the end we went to eat at habibie. ~.~ my ulcers are killing me zzz. Went home and intention was only to nap. In the end I can't take it and slept the whole night away. From 2330 to 1030. Damn shiok I swear but still feel sleepy lol. Wj was feeling so lonely because I wasn't there to skype him hehe <3 so cute you~

Then Tuesday went school to eat lunch again. Went up to do my painting again then went to P2 class. Site visit to Redhill for the site we're designing for. As expected everything ended within half an hour and we got nothing to do lol. -_- sat at the hawker to nuaz. Laughed at Ericsson hahahaha. Something happened and he became like the joke of the day. Took the coach back school, met wj at the place I dropped, went to find Sameo daddy at design canteen. Jarren came too hehe :) went off to find Luke at his gym and erm.. the feeling of diarrhea came. Tmd watermelon juice... -_- In the end went the gym's toilet to relieve. :((((( feels so bad. Hate that I'm having diarrhea when I'm outside. Fucking stomach stop being so weak la. Eat what kenna poison what. -_- So I decided to went home straight because I feel the ache is still there, while the guys went to tour around bedok. -_-

Finally had time to myself so I decided to watch Running Man which I didn't for a longgggg time! :D Then wj went home at around 10. Skype and all and he was like telling me to tell him what I want for my birthday. Damn cute first time see a person asking straight in my face about what I want. Haha. Can see from the cam that he was damn stress about the gift -_- went to bed and continued to whatsapp him and he said I'm not allowed to sleep because he was still doing his sets. But I ended up dozing off haha too tired D:

Supposed to go school at 1030 today and I was dreading and sleeping and sleeping, dragged until 11 and I decided to wake up -_- went school with my new top from Modparade but it was from a reseller. Felt so ADM-ish today. Lol. Ate at design canteen, wj came and find me and I went up with Mich to do my painting again. Saw Jolene and the moment she saw me she went out. :/ k anyway, saw John outside and I really miss him! Shall see him soon at the next block for DrawEss :D went LT for the Nippon Paint talk, then went back studio for consultation. After 45 min of consultation, brain really drained -_- omg...

Left studio around 7 to find wj. Went his house to zzzzzzZzzzZz. For the first time this guy sleep more soundly than me. Tired wj is tired. :) Ate, used com and wanted to wait for bus at bus stop.. but saw this guy sitting at bbt shop, wearing pink berms, asked wj if it is Luke haha. Turns out it was~ Went and talked a bit, bought milk tea and went to catch my last bus! :) Now here blogging~

Ever since this block started I don't really have time to meet wj or to play games with him at night. :( hopefully all this ends quickly and I will have time for him! :( miss him right away after he left me today :((((( wish I can hug him but nahhhhh still a school, cannot PDA! That's why decided to go his house today so can have some time to ourselves heee :) he don't let me see the tabs on his chrome because he was planning what to get for me cutesy guy. Please give me some surprise ok! One note: I very clever so I might know what you give without you knowing, so please do it very very very secretive ok! <3

Gonna plan a chalet for my 18th at 11 Aug cos Mich don't wanna waste my first Saturday being 18 at chalet. She wanna bring me to club with #TTC. Haha. Love her. Hope we don't procrastinate for P2!! :) K long ass post.. gonna end it with me and wj's peekcha and self-shot. :D Didn't know chrome web store got so many nice stuff until wj tell me so here is one app! :D

Wj look like a retard here ha ha ha ha ha

V is being sick in the fucking mind seriously, no time for you go and be sick somewhere else ew.

Oyasuminasai~

Hellooooo! It's Monday technically.. and yes!!!! P2 only for the whole block at 3-6 means can start my night life liaoz ^_^ #owl ok gonna start spamming with words~~~

Ok so hmm.. I forget what happened on Thursday but I think just submission for PComDI that went smoothly, and then for 2dart Mdm Chan allowed me to do for one more week HAHA I love her. :) Ok then Friday went to school to work for GushCloud! Hahaha. Then went to wj's clubroom to watch Street Dance 2 then off to meet Luke at metal ring. Others slowly came and went to makan and went home~

Saturday went school for Apel!!!! YAY APEL 2 END LIAO HAHAHA SHIOKKKKK. Had mac breakfast with Grace then went off to find wj. And great. He is not picking up his call.. -_- and I can't even call through. So I just went in his house. Dog still sleeping sia wth. So I "oi" him and he woke up. I scold him say maid call so many times dw wake up I oi one time he wake up!!!! -_______-

Then continued sleeping.. and nua a bit until we leave house to meet Luke at pp. Then take 36 till marina square and quickly buy tickets for The Dark Knight Rises!!! Then drew came and we went to Carls' Jr for Luke to eat, then sat outside Marina Square to slack, and look at super cars. Lots of Lambo, Ferrari, and my fav GTR <3 haha. Went back up to catch the movie at the front row somemore and it was A W E S O M E. Christian Bale really looks like Tom Cruise o.o Shiok shiok. Haha. After movie it was already 10.30 -_- went out for them to smoke, then walked over to Kamasutra to makan. Shared Orh Luak with wj and sat there bullshitting and gossiping. I didn't know guys behave like girls also hahaha damn funny when I hear the way Luke gossip.

Then something happened, and Jolene didn't wanted to accept me as a friend anymore and I felt so unfair. I am both of their friend and when their relationship have problem, I can't do anything, right? Jolene uses the time that I know her for, 6 years. But the thing is yes, I know her for very long but I wasn't even close to her throughout those years. Like prolly even hi bye at the corridor also don't have. And even after I know Luke and from then got to know Jolene, I can't even say I am her close friend because I don't even know what she like and all. I seriously feel damn unfair. :( And I don't want this to affect the friendship between me and Jarren. I hope it won't. She is my only friend. I don't think she will throw me away. No.

Ok went back to wj's house cos I'm sleeping over~ Used com and pomz at only 6 -_- woke up at 11+ and is wj wake me up one wtf this guy damn bad sleep 5 hours only still want pull me along with him to wake up urgh.... Eat lunch, shower, watch Avatar, then went back up to sleep until 6pm hah. Woke up and have dinner. Back home at 11~ Now here and I'm getting sleeping already. Goodnight!!! :)

V texted me, guess he only wants to talk to me as a friend. I am returning that to him too. I find it really stupid to give him the 3rd chance. Good as a close friend, not a boyfriend.

Submission week.

Hi guys I know I went missing again because it's submission week. Yeah so I think nothing much to update because it is just school and wj school and wj school and wj. -_- So I just had my sleep for the rest of the night and I'm up doing work. NO I'm eating first oh right. :) Just called wj and woke him up to pei me for the whole night through :( feel so bad but he say if I don't call him he will angwee so I call lo and I MISS YOU LA KE BU KE YI?

Anyway thanks wj for helping me to connect to TP's internet song bo? Now wifi on my phone around school liao hahahaha. So yesterday I was bored in class, I decided to send him one photo that I took of myself. Turns out sibei adorable sia. Eh I say real one it is not lying. If I say I look adorable I really mean it hor hahahaha. I KNOW YOU ARE STILL JUDGING. DON'T. :( In the end I took his phone and set as his phone's wallpaper thick-skinned is me~ and he put a blank page just for my face haha no la I put myself then he shift it to the middle. :D

K I'm really really bored and I still want my sleep *cries* wj where are you why you not online skype yet? :'(

UPDATES

Hello! Sorryz been sooooo lazy to blog hehe here goes!!!!! :)

Friday is the #TTC DAYYYYY!!!!! <3 <3 <3 Supposed to meet 5:30 at Marina Square.. but I reached at 7:30 HAHA on time is me? :D Met Sebas and Danny first and went in Dior to see stuffs. Then went over to meet the rest! Rest as in Chenhao, Mich, Marcus. :) My lovelies <3 Waited for weijie and lin to come and we went over to Toast Box for my dinner!!! Haven ate my dinner yet :( had mee siam for my meal, milo beng and otah toast.. and the otah toast smells like shit. I'M SERIOUS NO JOKE :( in the end I only ate one piece.. the rest Chenhao and Marcus clear. Haha.

Then Sebas and Danny went to walk around while I eat, Marcus and Michie went to toilet and went to pei him smoke.. left the 4 of us -_- after we eat went up to the water show! Caught a bit of it and met the rest. Haha. OFF WE GO TO GARDENS BY THE BAY! ^_^ Halfway Mich went off.. :/ yeapz then the rest of us continued until the end! :) Hehe. Nua and there and HTHT with sebas! Miss the times when we had Jap CDS and we were sitting beside each other talking and talking hehe <3 Love it! And chenhao came along and I think I accidentally scratch his lips or slap his lips so he demanded a kiss. So I kissed him hehe laji king leh don't kiss will regret! HAHA. Slacked around then we went home 'cept for weijie and lin that stayed! :) :) :) Danny went off the same direction as me until my house here and take 65 home so we talked a lot too hehe. Miss them and love them a lot really. I wish we have more time to meet with each other! So we didn't take any group picture but here is some of us~

Oh and Michie said I look prettier hor! Mai siao siao! No la because I tied half of my hair ^ hehe makes me more pretty times infinite muahahaha :p

Saturday went school at 9 for apel! OMGGGGG such a lovely weather to sleep in and I had to wake up for school :'( saw everyone from RHD and it was lovely. Miss the noise they make haha. Talked to Grace a lot hehe. Went to get mac during break and back studio again~ Kinda regret that I didn't get close with a lot of them in Year 1. But now that we're Year 2 things are better :) hehe.

Went to wj's house after class and I was like thinking how to go in because he is still sleeping @_@ I was like fighting with thoughts about whether to call him and wake up to open the door for me or to just knock the door and get the maid to open for me so I can surprise him while he is sleeping... and just when I was about to reach, he text me!!! HAHA TELEPATHY SIBO????? I was like,"GOOD I'M REACHING COME OUT PICK ME." HAHA. And I was like a bit blur don't recognise which bus stop to stop, I over shot. Haha. So I stopped at Tao Nan School and it was drizzling so he told me to wait for him there.. and he was like saying,"Ying xiong lai liao <3" I said,"Wtf -___-" And next moment his dad's car stopped infront of me LOL I WAS LIKE: REALLY YING XIONG SIA! HAHAHAHA. His dad left for work so we walked back home while sick guy was smoking while sick. -_- Cough and fever still smoke power leh this guy.

Reached his house, went up his room and POM on his bed HAHA. Nua for damn long, I dreamt awhile and I woke up after dozing off for 10 min, the first qn he asked me,"You were dreaming right?" Haha I was like,"Ya how you know -_-" He said my right hand moved, then one of my feet moved, then my left hand moved. So he knew I was dreaming. -_- Then I asked whether he was trying not to cough so I won't wake up he was like yeah haha. Felt so nice having someone cuddle me to sleep h3h3. :) Yeah yeah we're currently dating. Just going with the flow~ :)

Then we finished The Vow that we stopped previously, and I went back to sleep. Slept for 2 hours or so. Idiot wj kept don't let me sleep damn annoying. :( I only had 4 hours of sleep and he was like,"NOOOOO don't sleep if you sleep no one talk to me!!!" Damn bad this guy.. So I was forced to wake up :'( and Luke whatsapp us to meet now. So wj went to bathe and I got up on his laptop and was watching a lil' of Street Dance :O he came back after bathing and woah so cute I swear like his hair down and like some kid hehe. :) :) :) Helped him tie his hair and off we went to meet Sam!

Met and went to take bus to Luke's house. Wj ate and I ate a bit of his Fish & Chips and we went up to Luke's house to nua... watched Fast 4 on my laptop and daddy was playing bs, Luke was in his room doing sets. Left for simpang Spize for supper!!!! Chonghung met us and I had Stingray muahahahaha STINGRAY!!!! Shared the stingray with Chonghung. :) after supper wj went home, the rest of us wanted to drink, so we went Holiday Inn, Chonghung drives, yeap. Then we reached there realised after 12 cannot sell -_- stupiak. Wasted trip. So I decided to go have the mash potato at the hotdog stand outside Zouk. Saw the drunkards and people walking in zigzags and yeapz... Stoned there and we went back the car. Decided to go fishing at ecp~ So Luke caught 2 big fish! I brought home for my mum to cook haha. Reached home and pom after checking stuffs online :)

And yeap, supposed to go out with Ah yang that came out from Malaysia but I was too tired and I slept in until I decided to wake up at 5:30pm hahaha -_- Had dinner at home, then too lazy to leave house so we stay at home the whole day~ Blackshot with wj and dota etc and went supper with pk oppa just now and yeap now here blogging if not I will be left with lots and lots of stuff to write! On skype with wj for 9 hours already shiok you mei you look at that cutie hahaha. I didn't know he will mean something to me when I first saw him. :)

Anyway, can't figure out what Sameo daddy is. Always getting emotional after he got home and his tweets is like aiming everywhere. To me, close friends dislike what each other do, say in the face or etc and not online? Guess that's kinda childish, hiding behind internet doing this shit. Can't understand him :/ even wj says he don't understand him either after knowing for 4 years. Sameo daddy why you so hard to understand?!

And, guess V is having good life yeh? Enjoy with the girl ok? Haha. Mich and pk oppa asked if you got contact me and I'm like,"No?" Lol been standard whut. How many times did I saw this side of you. Already know that you're a funny guys with weird thinking.. and I told pk oppa that I was glad that I'm not with you anymore because after we're done, I realised you're always trying to make me 'improved' myself for example, wearing make up. I guess that alone is already something I shouldn't be with you, because why? I not good enough without make up? Ya la bonus points. So get together with a girl that wears make up? Then take off liao you shock of your life? Lol. Funny guy I don't wanna see you down Orchard or where ok. I am so curious what I will do. :) Those memories are nice to keep, thanks. But I guess, our love are just not meant to be.

I was thinking whether I should get a watch. Ok I should go and research on watch now hahaha bye~ <3 sleep well gaiz. GOODNIGHT

Bury you, move on.

Hai gaiz. :) Tuesday went to school to meet my Pcomdi group for group discussion~ Stupiak Heni so late then come ~.~ then went for 2dart class! Took a cab with Mdm Chan and Steph to Ion Orchard for gallery visit at Opera Gallery! :):) Looked around then Mdm Chan treat us to lunch/dinner! HAHA! She's the best lecturer I tell you. She say I am a good student hor mai siao siao *_* She treat us to Itacho Sushi(Is I decide one hahahah), ate sashimi oohlalala I love salmon 4 LYFE!!!! <3

Then we went up to hmm.. that bookstore at Level 4.. yeap. Saw the TeenVogue magazine!! Awww Andrew Garfield and Emma Stone <3 I THINK LUKE LIE TO ME LOR. SAY THEY TOGETHER 6 YEARS. EAT MY SHIT LUKE LEE! -_- Waited for wj to come over to accompany me to shop hahahaha. Then I went toilet to da bian hehe =D met him outside the bookstore and went back~

Did I mention that I love looking at bridal dress designs? :) Kept flipping through ALL the bridal magazines! Omg!!! Looking at bridal dresses online now~ Shall find some and put them here kkkk? :) I'M IN HEAVENNNNNN WEEEE~ Ok.. after that we went down to Topshop and Aldo.. because they were having S A L E S! :D Haha but still too expensive... so just eyegasm can already. Then went over to fep. Walked around.. and you know usually and always, girls know which shop to go right? Guess what? Wj knows them all. HAHAHAHA genius you mei you~ Want medal? Haha. Went to ask for Gucci Rush price too.. and is $85 for 75ml sweee gonna save money $$$ so many things to buy! Then we went home. So long since I reached home early.. ok not really but yeah earlier~ :D

Ok then went school today and realise there is no pcomdi class again omg what the flying fuck. Woke up early for nothing -_- and wj is like my morning call so he gets all the whining I do and talking in my language but somehow he understands lol. Freaky hor ~.~ Went to his clubroom to nua and eat and watch movie. Opened my funshion and we watched 爱. The one that I watched in cinema this year's Valentine with V. Haha.

Went for class... super tired. Haha lazy to say then yeah, went wj's house after school. Nua.. sleep.. and cry. Haha seriously I don't even know why and how I cried so badly. I always can't seems to cry a lot infront of my friends but infront of him I just did ~.~ went down to have dinner. Ah, yeah he lives in a terrace so yeah like first floor. His room is at the 2nd. Then up to play BLACKSHOT! Went home for the last bus :)

Now blogging and on skype video with wj le sigh he seems like knowing every little thing I do -_- STOP READING ME IDIOT :( AHHH gonna 4 time to sleep goodnight lovelies :)

I cry because I still miss you. It is funny how I'm blocking other people from their first try and yet I'm still waiting for your 3rd try. I need to stop waiting and hoping. But I can't do anything because I still love you and I wish to know I still mean something to your heart. All I can do is just looking at the photos we had and do nothing because I can really do nothing besides looking at them and wish times were back in the past where everything were so sweet.

Wj is a nice guy and I don't wish him to spend his time on me but no matter how much I say, he doesn't even listens. He just wanna try and win me over. I just had to do him injustice by thinking of you. I feel like an asshole. I don't know how long I need to stop thinking about you and let someone shower me with love.. but somewhere in my heart, I still wish I can have you back like the past. I don't wanna forget the way you hug, the way you cuddle, the way you kiss me. I want everything back.. Sigh. Goodnight.

WORD VOMIT!

Hello!!! I know I haven been blogging the past few days. LET'S START THE WORD VOMITTTTT.

So I went school in the morning on Friday for my lesson. Late for 1.5 hours hahaha that's me. Then went to eat lunch(MAC!) with wj and da bao up to my studio. Awwww IT'S LIKE NEED TO TAP TO GET IN. Shiok or what sia hahaha. Only you use that studio song bo~ Went in and used com. Watched WongFu, Ryan Higa and his whut, VGHS. -_- Bumped into Karyl, Rachel and Matthew! Miss them hahaha. :) Then back class to finish up my work.. nah I didn't finish. Went off at 3 to his house for him to change and bumped into daddy in the bus yay <3 hehe.

Nua at wj's house and went off to take 36. Kevin and Ahdi board the bus at pp. Meeting Luke&Jol at town straight. Was like listening to music and singing hahahaha. :( met the others at 313, went out to smoke, then we went to eat. Luke&Jol ate the Salad Bar wts -_- and we went to eat at Koufu~

After dinner I walked over to Botak Jones there to meet Danny, Sebas and Ailin! Missed them so much. Hasn't been seeing them :( missed times during Jap CDS where Sebas is just beside me and we just talk cock hahaha. Chilled with them for half an hour then back to the guys. Went to take bus to Chambers and LAN! HAHAHAHA all just go out to play Blackshot seriously. Then went home. :)

And erm that night I slept at around 3+ 4? When the next day morning we had to meet at PP at 8 FREAKING AM to go Malaysia. -_- Ok so Sameo daddy morning called me.. then I went to bathe etc and met Sam and Ahdi first. Then Jol came. All of us coincidentally wore black together hahahaha and guess what Luke wore? WHITE. HAHA. Oh and wj didn't go with us because his father doesn't allow so.. too bad :D

Took bus to bugis there to take this bus that bring us to checkpoint, went down to pass Singapore's custom and since we have the new passport, very fast right? In the end Luke's don't know why cannot trace fingerprint hahaha joker. Then went to board the bus again and TADAH! Reached JB! WOOHOOOOOO. Went to eat our food first omg supa hungry and like everything is cheaper. Just eat only!!! Hahaha. Bought a skirt YAY I love that skirt <3 wore it to school today :p Then we got bored of City Square.. went to took a cab to KLS! :)

Went to do manicure with Jol shiok!!! So cheap!!! HAHA! And there were like Singaporeans doing manicure. One guy did pink nails with the girlfriend damn cute hahahahahahah. Then we went to watch movie! Motorway. Seriously. Waste money hahahah but heng ah we watched in Malaysia. It was like RM11. Ate popcorn and all. Bought contact lens too sui bo~~~

Walked around blahblahblah then went back City Square to have dinner. Ate Seoul Garden buffet. Was like omg.... full and.. sick of the food.. and the food seriously... -____- and had connection there so I called wj that was back in Singapore at home Blackshot-ing alone poor thing hahahahah. Slack and we decided to call the company that provides car to bring us back to Singapore. Oh and I spent all my money so Sameo daddy was like my money provider in Malaysia and I was so grateful <3 He say,"我什么都没有，有的是钱。" Then I say,"Huh I thought Luke then is the got money one?" He say in Malaysia he have, Singapore he don't have hahahaha.

Went to Katong straight from Malaysia and play lan super tired still can lan hahah. Bumped into Zhikai awwww <3 koala hugged him and his chin banged my shoulder damn pain -_- went home at like 6 and just died on bed so damn tired. -_-

Woke up at 3:45PM then went out to Katong to meet my group from Pcomdi to meet client. Blahblahblah. Met wj and went Sogurt to makan~ It was their last day opening! :( the lady told me and wj to take a photo omg will be up on sogurt fb page ~.~ went over his house because he needed my laptop to do work. So sad go there lend him my laptop :( Went home around 11+~

Today no pcomdi class~ Went class and do work. Met wj to makan, then Jarren and daddy surprised me from behind yay hehe <3 talked to them and went class awhile to listen awhile and went off again. HAHA. Went to wj's house for him to get changed and went to meet Ahdi, Luke and Sam for bball. Blahblahblah now here skyping with all of them super noisy please -_____- OK GOING TO PLAY BS NOW BYEZ <3

SKYPE

Hello! Slept at 5+ last night and gave Pcomdi a miss. Too tired and I WAS WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO STOP BUT IT DIDN'T. Zzz don't wanna go out of house and get wet before reaching school.. And seriously it was such a nice weather to sleep in. Was like raining since last night how shiok sia? :D

Called wj and he was like,"What the shit you didn't go school ah?" :/ hahaha. Met him at prison school there and go school together for 2dart class, went xorex to print and back class to paint earthscape~ Met wj after school, went PP together to tighten our specs together.. then walked over GG to find Sameo daddy and Eugene.

Wj went off first to meet Luke to play ball, I stayed with Sam.. Watched daddy and Eugene eat prata then we walked over to where wj they all are. Ah di and Jolene was also thereeeee. Nua around with Jol.. went off after bball court lights off for dinner. Nah not really just slack at bubble tea shop with some fried food. Shared one set with wj and had my milk tea muahahahaha MILK TEA!!! <3 nua somemore until we decided to leave for home :)

Blogging at 3:08am now and on skype with Kel, Drew, Luke, Wj and Ahdi hearing them talking and telling each other HERE DOWN THERE DOWN because they having clan war hahahahahaha. And eating my dinner now woohoooz.

Anyway, wj is like openly chasing me hahaha siao liao -_- Can't do a shit because he say he very persistent one then ok lor he happy jiu hao. But alr told him that it is not impossible and I can only treat him as a friend. It is not about how long I need to forget V, just that I don't want to. And I just wanna remain single. TOO BAD HE DW BE MY DADDY. I rather he be daddyzoned then friendzoned le sigh~ but yeah I know you are a good guy, find someone else better and will appreciate you ok!

I don't think I will be meeting you guys so often after my 18th birthday because that is when I have my nights partying with other close friends that I've missed out a lot with like Michie since we're not same class now. I really thank you guys for being there for me after my breakup. Most importantly I thank Luke for letting me meet all of you all :) XIEXIENIMEN <3

Ok currently 4:40am hahaha guys just went to sleep. Haha. Meeting all of them tomorrow. :) Gonna have fun laughing and seriously the skype convo is damn funny I cannot take it keep laughing hahahaha. Saturday going Malaysia with Sam, Luke, Jolene and Ah di. Too bad wj can't go~ :P HAHA ok goodnight guys have a cozy night :) <3

Oh, ever since we broke up, I dreamt about you 3 times already. Some are bad, some are good. Haha I can only dream now to see you even though it might be bad. Fuck this shit hao bu hao. I miss you. How about you?

Snuggle~

Hello! :) LEZ START ON MANDAE!

Was rushing my submission at home trying to meddle with Illustrator which I didn't use before... oh and I slept at 5:30 and woke up at 10 to do. Told Mdm Chan(my 2dart lecturer) that I will be late for her class. Went to submit at 4 then went to class. Oohlala~ After class... went to find Sameo daddy at GG! Eugene was also there. Played 1hr+ lan with them then eat my KATONG LAKSA! :D Then went their 'sky garden'.. started to drizzle again.. went to the void deck to sit instead. And I caught a lil' nap there. Too tired leh ~.~ then went homezzzzz.

Tuesday TOTALLY NO CLASS!!! So I just hibernated at home for 14 hours hahahahaha. 6:30pm then decided to move my ass away from my bed.. and my mens just had to come in my sleep! Heng never come when I'm in school :) so stayed at home the whole day~ save ka-ching also! And it has been long since I stayed at home :) played dota and bs with Luke and Drew and wj. Wj went to sleep earlier because he got school at 8 -_- so we except wj, d2 one round skyping.. was like using NS and my score was like 29-4. GOT "WOW" A NOT?! Hahahaha. I seriously find it funny if those pubs know that I'm a female, will xiasuay a not. :p But nah I not so bad!! :D

Today after school went to meet Junlin and have dinner at Arnolds' Chicken! It is my first time trying.. ya la slow can a not :( and I can say, KFC chicken can go eat da bian! HAHA! Arnolds' Chicken is like so nice and cheap!!! :D Shall go there makan more muahahaha. Oh and wj called... "Look at your hands, did you feel that you forget to take something?" -____- I left my laptop with him zzzz. So damn forgetful. Went pp to meet him with junlin to get it back and saw Jean and Yvonne at Sogurt~ Nua outside mac, Junlin went off first.. waited for Luke and Jol to come. Luke's sis sitting infront of us hahahahah and her 'YONGXIN IS AWESOMEEEEEE' joke kids. I wonder if they grow up and look back at how they were, will they feel like digging a hole and jump inside? Lol.

Was omw home.. got caught in the rain. Phone up PK oppa to pick me up and he came <3 hao sweet oh xiexie ni :D got home and bathed, so now I'm home :))))) K knee is like hurting me because of the weather gotta go eat my food now byebye have a good night guys <3 sleep well in this cozy weather! Will be doubly good if you got someone cuddling you to sleep hehe. Envy you all if you have one! :)

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Hello guys! As promised! Back with blogging about Friday till just now! Here goes the wordyyyyyy spam~

Met Luke, Jolene and Wj and pp around 4.. and took bus 36 down town! Booked our tickets for The AMAZING SHI BAI DE MAN! Watching at the first row hahahaha whatever lor can watch can already :D Went out of Shaw Lido after getting our tickets... so wj and luke can smoke. So while they were smoking me and jolene went over to mac and bought food! Haven eat my lunch yet >< called them to come over after smoking since we still have quite an amount of time to the movie starts.

Started eating and luke just kept eating jolene's cheeseburger until she like.. only ate a few bites ahahaha. Before we eat Luke was like boasting,"Mind over body mind over body I confirm won't eat." In the end after koping the cheeseburger from jolene, he go tell jolene buy 2 more cheeseburger. One normal one double, to da bao in the cinema to eat HAHAHAHA this guy really damn joker sia. Joke joke joke. Finished my fries and brought my fillet in to makan. Went in and watched the muvee. So farnie hahahahaha. "No.... no the small knife!!" And this spiderman is like quite cute ah hehehe with Emma Stone somemore HAO HOT OH! I kept telling Jol and wj that girl is Emma Stone they keep,"Really meh, no la" WTF. In the end credits come out..."Eh really Emma Stone sia!" Speechless leh really.

Went over to Galleria to check the perfume prices for the perfume I might be getting for myself for my 18th birthday hahaha. Then went over to Ion's Sephora to check Gucci Rush's price. Damn ex hao bu hao! Wj asked his friend working at airport for the price for Gucci Rush and it is so much cheaper. So I kept thinking which perfume to get.. here are the 3 choices: Gucci Flora Eau De Fraiche, Gucci Gorgeous Gardenia and Gucci Rush.

The first one is the one I have always wanted... but Jol and wj preferred Gardenia, more sweet. And then when we tried Rush... they didn't like. HAHAH but I thrown the paper I sprayed the perfume into my purse so later like more seasoned can smell again. In the end the Rush smells damn nice! And yeah Rush meant something to me too. V uses it. And I personally really like the smell. Maybe getting Rush, one reason is I really like the smell, and the other is because it reminds me of V. Even though he is not there with me anymore, but with the scent I feel like he is near to me. Still protecting me through I don't know how. But I just know.. he is there. No matter how bad he treated me, people telling me to fucking move on. Haha. Time la ok time! So I decided I shall get Rush! :D Save save money for Rush ooohlalalala.

After that we just kept walking down Orchard.. and found ourselves at Cine, eating frolick. HAHAHA. Jolene was like,"WTF why we doing here!" She don't like Cine. Too beng for her hahahahahaha. In the end she and Luke ate 2 cups of yogurt. Scary shitz. Sat and nua, saw Lynette and her friends :) then we went up cos they wanna smoke again. Sigh luke. Went out and we just started to stereotyping and judging people. Damn funny. Just kept,"Eh you see that one wear blahblahblah.", "Eh wtf why this guy blahblahblah." HAHAHA. So fun that we didn't wanna leave :( In the end we just went home separately! :) I remembered sleeping so soundly until my mouth open in the bus hahaha don't care la too tired already.

Ok then Saturday... Luke kept rushing me to meet him. Told him to come my house area then we walk over to SBC. He wanna watch SG VS MY U18.. so I good person, accompanied him. Then wj came.. Sg won~ Haha they said one of the guy 16yo 2m high. I'm like,"Serious not?" In the end after the match I walked behind him I'm like,"WTF????? LOL" 16yo only leh! Eat what grow up sia -_- Then Jolene went off for family day and we went to eat. Haven ate the whole day ~.~

Then we walked over to my house for me to put my stuff. No one was at home so we just nua at my house. Watched Spiderman 3 on Channel 5~ Nua until 9:15 then we left for katong. SAW A DAMN CUTE CUTE CUTE ULTRA CUTE POODLE! AND the poodle really loves me hahahah kept looking back to see me awwwww how I wish I got a dog! :( If I can I will have a house of dogs and cats and they must get along well! :D Anw, started playing bs awhile, then Sameo came and meet us after he come back from Malaysia! I MISS DADDY <3 HAHA... in the end, play until I miss my last bus kcan...... then we went to play one round of dota, won~

So they saw one of their old friend. Walked over to pp mac, and chilled until 3:30? Wj left already.. yeap. I brought home Sam's watch hahahaha. He texted me,"Look at your left wrist, may I know the time?" I was like laughing at the text wts why he so lame. Came back and dota 1 round with wj and slept at around 6:30!

Today, the July 1st, wanna go a place that can study and do work. So we went airpork! :D Supposed to meet at 5... in the end we met at 7:45. -_- Sigh. And we can't find any places with socket so we ended up in some ulu corner of T3 doing work and talking. Hahahaha Luke being his usual self, talking senseless things, complaining about his sister. HAHAHA damn funny I can't take it laughing right now at the stupid screen. Went up to buy my dinner, takeaway to eat downstairs. Then Luke sigh still being retarded.. got this strand of hair at his shirt I helped him take out. He was like,"Why you take out?! I wanted to bring home one leh!!!" I'm like,"WTF! Okok I try to find that strand of hair for you...." -_- Then we sat awhile more and left for home! So now I'm here WORD VOMITING THIS POST. HEHEHE. Gonna d2 one(?) round then do work hahaha. Tomorrow submission and barely done. Omg :(

Anyway, I was reading back my post.. and I came across this.. V's birthday.

Apparently in the paragraph that I wrote to him there was this line that I said,"But if in the future if some asshole breaks mine then you settle ah. :D" Haha it is kinda funny, when you turn out to be that asshole that breaks my heart. So how are you gonna settle? All those promises and words that you say. Not allowing me to shed a tear, or break my heart, where did all that words go? It is really.. funny. But it is okay. I know you will still be there. And don't you have a girlfriend earlier than I have a boyfriend. Dude, you owe me. Letting me waste time on you. Just try to be happy. I'm sure I'll be much more happier than you. Don't you ever fucking forget me. I'm that girl that you didn't try hard for.

And even after all this shit I'd said. You'll always be a part of me. JOKE RIGHT! Spending my time with you was the best time I'd ever had. But the pain wasn't any better too. Even so, you can't deny that we had so many memories. Everytime I see Ang Mo Kio, I think about how last time I used to take 135 to AMK then train to your house. Everytime I see Gucci Rush, I think of you. Everytime I see fred perry shoe and shirt, it is you. I see NS men, it is always you. I wonder, what makes you think of me.

I should shuddup!!! :( Making myself emo for no reason! Stupiak is me! K BYE :'( 

GUESS I SHOULD GIVE MEDAL TO PEOPLE WHO READ UNTIL HERE. NAH WJ, HERE IS A MEDAL. FIND SOMETHING ON YOUR FLOOR! 

July, be good.

HELLO! I just wanna blog because today is the first day of July! Time passes so fast, just 1.5 months it's my 18th birthday. I'll blog tonight about The Amazing Spiderman and yesterday went SBC to watch basketball match! BYE BYE! Going out to do my work! :D AIRPORT HERE I COMEEEEE.

July, be good. :)
I love you.