Hello~
Met babyboy today after sooooo long of not seeing him :) went to Tampines to meet him after he book out.. waited for one hour haha. And one side of my earpiece spoiled :( k then 969 back to admiralty, he had his lunch and I takeaway to his house. Slept together and he cuddled me while sleeping. Usually he doesn't because he got his habit like hugging the bolster. But today he hug me like his bolster lol felt so loved *_* slept for prolly 2 hours then up for dota 2, went mac to have my dinner and went home :) Babyboy so tired after he had his dinner he slept. In his dreamland now. Sleep well <3
Anyway, successfully installed 3ds max on my laptop!! :D now can do on my laptop liao yayz~
Yup that's all. Feeling kinda sleepy too. Tmr only got 3ds max class hope I can what Simon is saying.
Baibai. <3
Monday, 28 May 2012
Thursday, 24 May 2012
Just a nobody.
Because FUCK YOU, THAT'S WHY. That's why I deserve this shit. K can. I am not gonna bother because I'm already at my limits. Go do something else which is more important. Shouldn't had put you first over everything. Only got disappointments one after another again.
Life;
Hiiiii~ Haven't been blogging for coming 2 weeks. Last week was the submission week for Design School students.. which is like the final assignment. So it was a busy week for everyone. Stayed over Mich's house to do work, having only 1 hour + of sleep, then went school and only slept at 11 when I reached home. And I was so tired I slept of my sofa with the dress I wore to school. Literally slept till 1+ the next afternoon. #replenishlossofsleep.
So this week is the mark of new block~ Retaking 3Dart and another new module: Digital Modelling which is using 3ds max. 3d art is alright since we know what we're supposed to submit and it's the class only for retakers so it's like the 7 of us?? Around there. Yeap. 3d max is okay... if you get the hang of it. But still can be quite frustrating at times -_- stupid stairs. Don't really do well with computer program so it's like... -_- and the final assignment for this is to create 3 seconds of animations of a retail space. Haven chose one. D: arghzzzz...
So today went to Tampines with Sebastian-san. Accompanied him to his dental appt because he don't wanna go alone, and then had a feast of duck rice yumz and then gift-hunting for a girl failed... and I bought 2 spag tops from new look, and some other shitz. l0l then went homez~
Have not seen baby since last last monday. right? I can't even remember... yeah i guess so. Miss him but time doesn't allow and other areas too... Ok nvm.
Anyway sudden urge of blogging again is because I saw Michie's blog post recently. I don't wanna talk to her about this is because there is no need to but i always feel inferior. People have secondary school friends that they are close to, right? And if you don't have is either you're a fucktard or people doesn't like you. But still you should have friends. Moreover, these friends stick around your life forever. Like Victor have his secondary school friends and they still talk and during CNY or birthdays they will come together. And Michie which is from St. Margs have her dear girls from there and hanging out even now and talking to them everyday.
But for me, I don't have anyone. The only person I can say that followed me through my secondary school life is Jarren. Having same class together since sec 1 and talking about everything in class.. but other than her, I really can't think of anyone else. Ya I have Cristal I have Pei Yi I have Jun Lin I have Kok Hua but they are one year older which is like not classmates. What I'm referring to are classmates that followed through. Sigh. I feel so damn pathetic at times. When I see other people have secondary school friends to chill with at night, supper, go out in a group...
What I was told is that because I had boyfriend with me through my secondary school like sec2-3 I had Victor, sec 4 I had another boyfriend but I don't think it really matter because they are also not the same class. Friends are never enough. Boyfriends come and go in a way when you guys break up and it is too damn awkward to contact etc. I missed my times of having close friends around me.
Even though now I have #TTC, but each of them still have their friends from sec school and I'm like the only one who doesn't have. Maybe I just don't know more people like they do since they socialize. But just upset like class ends at 3 but I just head home because I have no one to meet. Unlike Michie, all Sebas having his supper with classmates even from poly.
I can say there is no one else other than Mich that I hang out with after school in my class. Fucking pathetic I swear. Now that I talk about it I feel so pathetic I feel like digging a hole to hide myself or don't go out. Because who knows where I been as they don't know me? I is me, or is it just fate that I don't have close friends. I do feel glad that I have Chermaine, Iggy, Heni from DOC camp and all are nice people. I wish I have more friends. Maybe I'm too friendly??? Maybe it is really me??? K nvm.
What am I with friends? And what am I without friends? Nothing. Just a human you see on the street that waves and say hi and bye.
Goodnight.
So this week is the mark of new block~ Retaking 3Dart and another new module: Digital Modelling which is using 3ds max. 3d art is alright since we know what we're supposed to submit and it's the class only for retakers so it's like the 7 of us?? Around there. Yeap. 3d max is okay... if you get the hang of it. But still can be quite frustrating at times -_- stupid stairs. Don't really do well with computer program so it's like... -_- and the final assignment for this is to create 3 seconds of animations of a retail space. Haven chose one. D: arghzzzz...
So today went to Tampines with Sebastian-san. Accompanied him to his dental appt because he don't wanna go alone, and then had a feast of duck rice yumz and then gift-hunting for a girl failed... and I bought 2 spag tops from new look, and some other shitz. l0l then went homez~
Have not seen baby since last last monday. right? I can't even remember... yeah i guess so. Miss him but time doesn't allow and other areas too... Ok nvm.
Anyway sudden urge of blogging again is because I saw Michie's blog post recently. I don't wanna talk to her about this is because there is no need to but i always feel inferior. People have secondary school friends that they are close to, right? And if you don't have is either you're a fucktard or people doesn't like you. But still you should have friends. Moreover, these friends stick around your life forever. Like Victor have his secondary school friends and they still talk and during CNY or birthdays they will come together. And Michie which is from St. Margs have her dear girls from there and hanging out even now and talking to them everyday.
But for me, I don't have anyone. The only person I can say that followed me through my secondary school life is Jarren. Having same class together since sec 1 and talking about everything in class.. but other than her, I really can't think of anyone else. Ya I have Cristal I have Pei Yi I have Jun Lin I have Kok Hua but they are one year older which is like not classmates. What I'm referring to are classmates that followed through. Sigh. I feel so damn pathetic at times. When I see other people have secondary school friends to chill with at night, supper, go out in a group...
What I was told is that because I had boyfriend with me through my secondary school like sec2-3 I had Victor, sec 4 I had another boyfriend but I don't think it really matter because they are also not the same class. Friends are never enough. Boyfriends come and go in a way when you guys break up and it is too damn awkward to contact etc. I missed my times of having close friends around me.
Even though now I have #TTC, but each of them still have their friends from sec school and I'm like the only one who doesn't have. Maybe I just don't know more people like they do since they socialize. But just upset like class ends at 3 but I just head home because I have no one to meet. Unlike Michie, all Sebas having his supper with classmates even from poly.
I can say there is no one else other than Mich that I hang out with after school in my class. Fucking pathetic I swear. Now that I talk about it I feel so pathetic I feel like digging a hole to hide myself or don't go out. Because who knows where I been as they don't know me? I is me, or is it just fate that I don't have close friends. I do feel glad that I have Chermaine, Iggy, Heni from DOC camp and all are nice people. I wish I have more friends. Maybe I'm too friendly??? Maybe it is really me??? K nvm.
What am I with friends? And what am I without friends? Nothing. Just a human you see on the street that waves and say hi and bye.
Goodnight.
Saturday, 12 May 2012
Love.
Hello! Sudden urge to blog again!! So Friday had no class at all! Went bugis to chop my 'tails' away. Roy cut my hair, like finally MY HAIR IS BEING FELT BY ROYYYYY!!!! Ok Roy is actually Toni&Guy Academy's director. One of the tau eh. Have been seeing him there since the first time I went which was like sec2 or 3. Admire him a lot! Today he cut my hair my god I like living in fantasy hahaha. He still talk talk talk. Good good ^_^
Met babyboy after that. He had a bad mood at first. First sentence that he said contains a F word. -_- Don't know is it me being persistent or what, but he managed to feel better. Initially we met to watch Avengers. But we didn't. Ok some things happened so yeah. In the end we just walk around, ate dinner at the food court, then accompanied him to take train till Bishan then I change to circle line back home. In the journey he was playing Doodle Jump. Lol fell down 'EHHHH' so loud in the train hahahaha damn cute. Managed to end our date happily ^_^ and even asked him about CoGra assignment.. that damn storefront. Gonna use LV. Hope I do well! Popi bao you~ :) <3
Hmm anyway side track a lil', Victor asked if we're able to go overseas for my 18th birthday.. ahhhhh I wish I got the time and money! :( Sighhhhh. A bit of pondering whether should I celebrate at Phuture. See how it goes..
Just an update to show that I'm in love hahahaha. Anyway I'm watch We Got Married Khuntoria couple now!!! Sweeee got show to watch le ^_^ hehehe.
Ok time to hit the sack soon. Baby's waiting for me in his dreamland ha. And GraceK. is going through a hard time in her relationship. I don't know what happened but I'm here for you when you need someone. :) Nah I don't think you will see this but yeah! Love you <3
Okay GOODNIGHT <3
Met babyboy after that. He had a bad mood at first. First sentence that he said contains a F word. -_- Don't know is it me being persistent or what, but he managed to feel better. Initially we met to watch Avengers. But we didn't. Ok some things happened so yeah. In the end we just walk around, ate dinner at the food court, then accompanied him to take train till Bishan then I change to circle line back home. In the journey he was playing Doodle Jump. Lol fell down 'EHHHH' so loud in the train hahahaha damn cute. Managed to end our date happily ^_^ and even asked him about CoGra assignment.. that damn storefront. Gonna use LV. Hope I do well! Popi bao you~ :) <3
Hmm anyway side track a lil', Victor asked if we're able to go overseas for my 18th birthday.. ahhhhh I wish I got the time and money! :( Sighhhhh. A bit of pondering whether should I celebrate at Phuture. See how it goes..
Just an update to show that I'm in love hahahaha. Anyway I'm watch We Got Married Khuntoria couple now!!! Sweeee got show to watch le ^_^ hehehe.
Ok time to hit the sack soon. Baby's waiting for me in his dreamland ha. And GraceK. is going through a hard time in her relationship. I don't know what happened but I'm here for you when you need someone. :) Nah I don't think you will see this but yeah! Love you <3
Okay GOODNIGHT <3
Thursday, 10 May 2012
Sibei sian.
Hi. Continuing from where I left... Salvation Army was a waste of time. Sigh. :( class ended in one hour. Went over to baby's house to surprise him from woodleigh lol. Took bus to Bishan then changed to red line. Glad that he liked that I came over. But uh he scolded me because I could have go home and rest :/ in the end I slept at his house also so yeah~ went home at 10.
Collected the DYB today. One word: Bias. Shall not say much but yep. Bias max. Played 3 games of dota, all lose. Just a game afterall.
Sigh.. really don't like the feeling of waiting. Esp to my loved ones. I feel so... insignificant. When will you understand me? Crycrycry. So weak.
Bye.
Collected the DYB today. One word: Bias. Shall not say much but yep. Bias max. Played 3 games of dota, all lose. Just a game afterall.
Sigh.. really don't like the feeling of waiting. Esp to my loved ones. I feel so... insignificant. When will you understand me? Crycrycry. So weak.
Bye.
Tuesday, 8 May 2012
SLEEPY
Hello! Impromptu update. Just a short one!
So my cough/sore throat/hoarse is still there. It was way way bad during the weekends. I can't even speak. All that came out was whispers and whispers because I had to use strength to speak zzz. So today morning went to the doc's and got medicines.. and also for stomachache.. so prone to having stomachache which I hate it blah. Everytime see doctor = money fly. 70+ fly away lol. Had presentation today and seriously can't speak in this voice so I just talked on a small part. Haizzzzz.
Anyway, tomorrow gonna go on field trip to SALVATION ARMYYYYY hope it will be fun and not a waste of time hehe.
Goodnight guys! And I love baby! If you're reading. Sleep well my dear. <3
Gonna hit the sack now zZzZzZz goodnight :)
OHHHH I found this web so good to edit photos!!! pixlr.com damn good! The effect is also niceyyyyy.
Bye! x
Saturday, 5 May 2012
PMS
PMS came much later. Resulted in all these nasty shit happening. Oh well.
Guess we should set some 'rules'.
Just finish watching Thor, time to hit the sack. Goodnight guys. <3 Oh yeah, having cough now. Real bad. Sounding like a man now. Mum asked if I wanna see doc cos I'm most probably having throat infection but oh well. See how it goes.
I miss you.
Guess we should set some 'rules'.
Just finish watching Thor, time to hit the sack. Goodnight guys. <3 Oh yeah, having cough now. Real bad. Sounding like a man now. Mum asked if I wanna see doc cos I'm most probably having throat infection but oh well. See how it goes.
I miss you.
Thursday, 3 May 2012
SICKKKKK
Hi guys. Yup from my title ^ yes I'm sick. But feeling much better. I guess I'm better now. Hopefully some good rest later will help. :) Woke up around 6+ in the morning to vomit and then 10+ having a diarrhea.. then having kinda high temperature like 37.3 just for all these zzz. And adding on mens came too -.- body aching and I have no idea whether is the period resulting in it or sick. Ok anw...
Went over to baby's house in the evening to spend some time together. And yep relationship with his parent isn't good so they went to Malaysia for that weekend so I go over with free heart. :) Played a round of dota then went out to AMK to meet GuoLiang(his friend) to get something and have dinner together. Went back after and showered.. then he was too tired so he slept first. But he got this habit of needing me to sayang him to sleep.. Which is kinda troublesome because once my hands let go he will fidget = haven fall asleep. Haha. But I wouldn't mind to sayang for 15 minutes. He will sleep even if I don't sayang :)
Watched D. Gray Man in the dark while he was sleeping and I finished it. -_- realised the anime stopped but the manga was ongoing so I'm reading the manga now!! But no sound very sian :( then went to sleep.. woke up at 11+ played dota, showered and head out. He went yishun to cut his hair while I went town to meet #TTC for Michie's birthday celebration :)
Met Noah, Weijie, Marcus and Zhikai first.. went over to cine for the youtube sensation star to eat and for the others to come. Danny, Sebas and Chenhao came. :) Went to walk around with Chenhao to see what to get for Michie. Ya I haven buy anything for her. Lol but she said it was ok because I said I am gonna bring her to Nihon Mura to eat. She likes that place! :) Waiting for my pay, after that can go eat liao weee. :) head over to Tiong Bahru's NTUC to buy steamboat stuff.. then shared cab and head over her house!
Ate, watched soccer, took polaroids, took photos, and doing work on photoshop sigh -_- went home for the last bus with Sebas, Noah, Danny, Marcus, Chenhao, Sam after 12. Stayed till 12 to wish her happy birthday and she had the surprise of her boyfriend surprising her outside with an Elmo soft toy which she love and a board saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITCH" LOL Mich also spell wrong her boyfriend best. At the bus stop, Sebas decided to run over to the 7-11 opposite to get drink so we lied to him saying we board the bus.. Plan: After he enter the store, we hid at places he can't see. Me and Noah hid behind this motor, Danny, Marcus and Sam went behind the block, Chenhao openly behind the glass -_- then there is this stranger that parked his bike beside us.. and asked how much will we pay him if he join the game, Noah said 2 bucks LOL. So he joined. Sebas came out seeing no one at the bus stop, called Noah and ask where are we. He said we board the bus and there is a last bus coming. This Sebas believe but he didn't came back the bus stop. He wanted to flag cab home LOL. So Noah stood up and shout at him hahaha. Idiot really. In the end we didn't give the guy 2 bucks la haha. He was shocked that there are so many of us hahaha.
Monday, went to haji lane from my house for excursion trip~ Bought spicy rice cake from the store infront of Cold Storage at Bugis. The weather really cannot maintain sigh.. -_- Ate ice cream and blew air-con with Grace, Yonghong, Ericsson and Sherwin. Went back school for Jap class~
Tuesday was Labour Day! Stayed at home the whole day. So Wednesday was yesterday which I felt sick so I didn't go school. Today have a presentation for Jap. -_- Hopefully I'm feeling well to speak infront the class and the air-con won't be freezing cold -_-
Ok I'm stopping here. No photos because I'm lazy to save the pix took during Mich's birthday celebration to my com. And I wish baby is alright now. Didn't wish to quarrel. Sigh. Early goodnight to you guys. Nights :) ANYWAY I'M COUGHING now sigh stupid weather
Went over to baby's house in the evening to spend some time together. And yep relationship with his parent isn't good so they went to Malaysia for that weekend so I go over with free heart. :) Played a round of dota then went out to AMK to meet GuoLiang(his friend) to get something and have dinner together. Went back after and showered.. then he was too tired so he slept first. But he got this habit of needing me to sayang him to sleep.. Which is kinda troublesome because once my hands let go he will fidget = haven fall asleep. Haha. But I wouldn't mind to sayang for 15 minutes. He will sleep even if I don't sayang :)
Watched D. Gray Man in the dark while he was sleeping and I finished it. -_- realised the anime stopped but the manga was ongoing so I'm reading the manga now!! But no sound very sian :( then went to sleep.. woke up at 11+ played dota, showered and head out. He went yishun to cut his hair while I went town to meet #TTC for Michie's birthday celebration :)
Met Noah, Weijie, Marcus and Zhikai first.. went over to cine for the youtube sensation star to eat and for the others to come. Danny, Sebas and Chenhao came. :) Went to walk around with Chenhao to see what to get for Michie. Ya I haven buy anything for her. Lol but she said it was ok because I said I am gonna bring her to Nihon Mura to eat. She likes that place! :) Waiting for my pay, after that can go eat liao weee. :) head over to Tiong Bahru's NTUC to buy steamboat stuff.. then shared cab and head over her house!
Ate, watched soccer, took polaroids, took photos, and doing work on photoshop sigh -_- went home for the last bus with Sebas, Noah, Danny, Marcus, Chenhao, Sam after 12. Stayed till 12 to wish her happy birthday and she had the surprise of her boyfriend surprising her outside with an Elmo soft toy which she love and a board saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITCH" LOL Mich also spell wrong her boyfriend best. At the bus stop, Sebas decided to run over to the 7-11 opposite to get drink so we lied to him saying we board the bus.. Plan: After he enter the store, we hid at places he can't see. Me and Noah hid behind this motor, Danny, Marcus and Sam went behind the block, Chenhao openly behind the glass -_- then there is this stranger that parked his bike beside us.. and asked how much will we pay him if he join the game, Noah said 2 bucks LOL. So he joined. Sebas came out seeing no one at the bus stop, called Noah and ask where are we. He said we board the bus and there is a last bus coming. This Sebas believe but he didn't came back the bus stop. He wanted to flag cab home LOL. So Noah stood up and shout at him hahaha. Idiot really. In the end we didn't give the guy 2 bucks la haha. He was shocked that there are so many of us hahaha.
Monday, went to haji lane from my house for excursion trip~ Bought spicy rice cake from the store infront of Cold Storage at Bugis. The weather really cannot maintain sigh.. -_- Ate ice cream and blew air-con with Grace, Yonghong, Ericsson and Sherwin. Went back school for Jap class~
Tuesday was Labour Day! Stayed at home the whole day. So Wednesday was yesterday which I felt sick so I didn't go school. Today have a presentation for Jap. -_- Hopefully I'm feeling well to speak infront the class and the air-con won't be freezing cold -_-
Ok I'm stopping here. No photos because I'm lazy to save the pix took during Mich's birthday celebration to my com. And I wish baby is alright now. Didn't wish to quarrel. Sigh. Early goodnight to you guys. Nights :) ANYWAY I'M COUGHING now sigh stupid weather
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