Well basically.. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of saying. I'm tired of being a substitution. I'm tired of... everything. I don't know what to say anymore. I don't know what to feel anymore. Because I'm already so used to all the treatments you gave me. Maybe that's why you are taking me for granted. I no longer feel any pain, only numbness. Only disappointments after disappointments. I'm sick of them.
Only know how to blame yourself, but not improving. Only know how to say break up break up break up when things get worse. Why? Your girlfriend not worth for you to try? Only know how to run away from problem? Sure go ahead. See how long you can run.
I really wish I'm infront of you, slapping your face hard. I don't care whether you slap me or whatever not. If that can wake you up from your stupidity I fucking will. Fuck this shit ok. Why must I feel upset when I'm the only one and you don't? Funny.
I no longer cry as much as I did. I only tear, because of disappointments.
You're not worth my tears anymore. Since you don't appreciate my love.