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Hi guys. It is 10:34 on a Sunday morning. And the only reason I'm up is because.. I'm crying. Woke up to the text of V, saying that he will leave. I started crying. Past few days I was still strong enough to stop crying. But after Hebe's concert I get a little pain inside. She said something about love.. Love has it process. And currently in mine.. I don't know. It is like shit now. Singing with feelings overflowing, I felt it and became like zzz. I wonder how many days of tearing in school. But I must hang onto it because it will be submission week and I can't afford to do bad work because of this. Though I'm really pain inside, crying inside, but I must be strong. I think I'm the world's best actress at looking fine.. but actually I'm not.

(i took a break.. because my dearest friend came and talk to me)

I am stopping here. Thanks.. to my friends. X