Hi bloggggggg. I know I've been missing for long. Having p1 now. One month passed, another one month to fight for p1 until holidays are here. Have the sudden urge of blogging because I had some thoughts in my mind but didn't know where to write down.. so here I am.
So many things I wanna buy. Like pampering myself but I have so many restrictions. Like having no income, and coming from a less wealthy family. And that school is stopping me from getting a job. Moreover I thought what if I work and I have lesser time spent with my boy since we already don't have enough time because he is in the army. So we only meet prolly 2-4 hours weekday(not everyday) and weekend prolly half the day at his house on the com playing dota together. -_-
Sigh. Swear once I get out of poly I'll work my ass off to pamper myself. :(