Hallo. Just got back my crib after celebrating Sebas' birthday. Idiot got himself puke like merlion and, THERE WAS NO JAGER. :( nah it's ok hope the birthday boy enjoyed. :) Tons of photo taken with the town clique. And I'm a paedophile. Because I found my qtpie and self admitted is my boyfriend hahahahahahahahaha. Y sho kiut :) Got home so early because I can't get in. They went Rebel :( so chenhao, sam, qtpie and me cabbed home together. Nice get-together. Took photo with Noah so we can get famous also HAHAHAHA #fml
So.. apparently I lost a friend because of what I blogged in the previous post v
I didn't mean to make such a big impact on you. I don't know if you're reading but if you are, I'm sorry. Maybe you didn't know that I'm such a douchebag. I really didn't meant to lost a friend. In the beginning I already have very little friends around that are there to listen to my problems. Now I lost one, ok can rui yun you damn good at pushing people away. I cherish you as a friend. Maybe I think of things too far but I felt bad. You didn't ruin my life. You coloured it even more just that I don't know how to accept it. Been long since a guy treats me good huh. All the past relationship scares me enough that I wish I'm single with no troubles. You deleted me off facebook, you don't reply to my messages, so I don't bother trying to call. At the very least I hope you are still at this tiny space caring about me even if you're not there with me anymore. If you are willing, text me. I'll be happy if you did.
I miss you.