Holla! New blog made thanks to michie. :) Uh yeah it looks like hers uh I no copy please :( Previously I made one with wordpress(2 posts only), but since blogger seems more comfortable then I changed to this space instead. I really love the background omg onew everywhere hahaha :)
Anyway.. I saw something today which boils me up. I can't believe I thought about you almost everyday after we split. You're such a jackass. Live the life you want seriously. Thanks by the way.. for teaching me one thing: Promises are meant to be broken. :)
Few days back I went to eat tau huay with oppa, and suddenly you became our topic. I described days like waiting for you at home when you're out with your friends, and that you come home later by 4 hours when you say you wanna get home ASAP. I thought maybe you grown. Maybe you became more matured. But I guess not. You're still the same old person being brought around by the nose.
When I saw the photos, I felt betrayed. Like you said it's your choice, and you absolutely won't do it. Till then I thought I was the one at fault and led us to this state. But you showed me otherwise. I guess I'm better living without you. Yes the ache is there, yes I'm still thinking about you, but I don't think you're worth my wait. And that you've already forgotten that I existed.
I don't know. I only want to be happy and enjoy life now. With my friends. Though I envy couples that are very sweet. Like they can compromise each other, and not quarrel almost everyday. I guess I'm not at that standard yet. When the times come, when someone finally step into my heart, I'll do my fucking best. For the past relationships, I done my best and what I got in return is shit. Maybe I done overboard, maybe this maybe that. It takes 2 hands to clap, so I don't think there is any overboard if the guy did his best too.
A very lengthy and emotional blog post to start up to be the first one. But I guess only at this tiny lil' space I can voice out what I can. Signing off. :)